Sunday, February 22, 2015

आज फिर से ख्वाबो में डूब जाने को दिल करता है!

It's raining out side ...though I know one thing that I don't know how to write good poems ..... but just couple of lines came in the head.... and thought to better note them down !!

आज फिर से ख्वाबो में डूब जाने को दिल करता है!
आज फिर यूँही बरसात में फिर से भीग जाने को दिल करता है !!
अपनी नमाजों में किसी और की सलामती की दुआ करने को दिल करता हे !!
पंछी की तरह आसमानो में खो जाने को दिल करता हे !!
आज फिर से तूफानी मौसम में भी कश्तियाँ चलाने को दिल करता हे !!
आज फिर से ख्वाबो में डूब जाने को दिल करता है!

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Little bit money and .....

 People who know about Seattle they know how much these guys love American Football. Being the last year's Champion Seattle home team "She Hawks" has half of the city as crazy fans. I am not  much into this game but some my of friends called me to join them as they are going to watch the telecast of the match in a bar which is around half mile walk from my home. Keeping the crap shorter we end up in this bar. There were 5-6 folks serving there and managing out the things and this one guy who looked like a owner. It was around 20 minutes left of the match and as we Indians are good in the planing ahead we felt that at the end of the match it will be much crowd to pay the bills let's do it early.  I was the one who was less worried about the match result and I had to go to the counter to pay. After Hii Hello this person (owner)  asked me "Does any one still use Cobol in Amazon ? ". I said I don't think so even I heard about it but never worked in Cobol. I guess it programmers used it  in 1990 or may be even before that. This guy than told me that he had worked in Cobol as programmer from 1987 to 1992. We just had couple of lines conversation after that.

Me : that's cool .... but who you changed your mind  and left that field and started here ?
Owner : I don't know ...It something I wanted to do.
Me : So when you look back now, Do you think you did right ?
Owner : Ahhh....... I feel so ..... I have little money but I have lived more life here.
"She Hawks" won the match ... !! People went crazy ... !! Shouting like ...we shout in India after defeating Pakistan in world cup match. May be I will forget the match , the day , the place but those words 'Little bit money and lived more life" is something I will try to not to forget for long !!




Monday, October 13, 2014

Hinduism rock but some men made tradition are not an idea of Hinduism !!

There is no debate required, whatever religion you belong or even you are a atheist you will agree the fact that Hinduism is the oldest religion. There is no beginning or ending ....  and even in science if we can't prove the origin of something, we say it has been there since the starting of this world. If I say I know 1% about Hinduism I might be wrong, It so wide no one can claim he know everything about Hinduism. There is no specific book which is treated as the Single Core book of Hinduism, like "Kuran" for Muslims or Bible for "Christians". 





What really feel odd to me sometimes people say something and say this is Hindu do or should do. I am not saying they are wrong but as much as I know about Hinduism I don't see what they are saying really belong to Hinduism.

Dressing Code for Girls :
It has been high time when ones in a while some one say something about the dress code of girls and sad part is some time some people relate it to the religion but when I look back and try to remember what I have read and seen I couldn't find any place in Ramayan,  Bhagavad Gita which say any thing about the dress code of any one. In none of our religious books I have seen any where they mention about covering the face of women. This is Hinduism which believe in equality.




This is a tradition,  Not sure why and how it started. It might be started with some good reasons but again it's a tradition ....it's not a religion ...it's nothing to related to Hinduism.





Kundli :

In the starting of 2014 one of my friend marriage was suppose to happen with a girl, Both of them were happy with that. Their parents were very optimistic about it and every thing was going great, than some where "kundli" comes in picture and both of my friend and the girl faced a trauma and bad phase in life. The girl got married now with some one else, and even sooner or later this friend will also get married. When I try to look back the great marriage in Hindu Tradition "Lord Ram and Ma Sita"  if I remember correctly Lord Ram break the Siva Danush and no one checked for the "Kundli"...



Arjun in MahaBharat hit the eye of fish and get married ...no "Kundli" .... Lord Krishna get married with out "Kundli" ..... than why my friend need Kundli ? Last time I had a discussion with my friend he told me Hindu follow "Kundli" .......and I told him how much I know about Hinduism ... Following the Kundli is not in Hinduism but if it's something your family do than it's a tradition but nothing related to Hinduism. 






Sunday, June 30, 2013

Bhagat Singh still fighting !! Sachin will keep playing ..!! Advani is still a Leader ......!!



There are books, movies and people say "Bhagat Singh fought till his last breathe 23 March 1931". I never agree with them, I say he is still fighting for his ideology, belief, and nation. Every time on the road of our national capital we see some youngster shouting patriotic slogans, I see the fruits of the seeds which Bhagat Singh has put on this land. Leaders, Warrior, philosophical come and go , they become old , they retire, sometimes even they become a subject of hatred in society but the seeds they put on this land keep giving fruits for years.  I might be wrong but as I heard from my friends and seniors even in today's date when our soldiers go for any mission on borders their Leaders tell them "Fight for a Land for which freedom Bhagat Singh fought like a Lion and left this world with a smiling face in an age of 23, fight for the land for which Azad triggered last left bullet in his own head". Every time our soldiers fight on the name of "Sardar bhagat singh " ...I feel Bhagat Singh is still fighting .......


  

When I remember my childhood days there were 2 men who were on the height of putting some new seeds in the society. First of them is Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar, Around  that time of 1992-98 I have only few memories left , most of those memories are just about to play with elder brothers , sisters all over the day, going to my Nana , Nani home with my mom. Everyone know the Electricity condition of UP in those days , living in a small town, 6 hours power supply used to be a miracle ( Unfortunately condition hasn’t changed much even after 20 years , thanks to Madam Maya and M Yadav ).  Sometimes there used to be a festival kind of scenarios when people came to know that Sachin is going to play today, youngster used to collect 2-3 big tractor batteries so there is no risk of missing the match. People used to complete their work before the match start , they kept watching until Sachin played and switched off the TV in case Sachin got out saying “Sachin to out ho gya , ab match me kya rekha h ?”.  It was not just about a game, It was more about a person who gave his all for this game, He was the best but he never said so, He never break the heart of those people who believe in him. His dignity, dedication, commitment became an inspiration for the people and it will always be. He became old , he might not be seen in cricket grounds any more, but every time I will see a cricket match It will remind him, even few years later If I find a kid playing well, I will only wish for him “You should become Sachin one day” and every time that boy will give an easy hit on the ball and it will be out of boundary I will say “Sachin is still playing”.


Even after playing and watching Sachin If I used to get some free time, I used to sit with my elders (Uncle, Papa, Dada ...), They used to talk about few name often M Yadav, Atal Bihari, Kalyan singh and most often a name Lal Krishna Advani . Every one used to say “Kalyan singh is a student of Advani political class”.  In our neighborhood in some families we used to see Mudha ( a special chair) , We were told that people bought these chairs while coming back home from their visit to Ayodhya in last couple of years. I never knew that my parents have always been congress supporter and even in today’s date they are. People used to tell how Mulayam Yadav asked police to open fire on Sadhus and women in Ayodhya to get some benefits in poll. Some people thought it just about Ram temple in Ayodhya but for others it was a struggle of freedom, a freedom from 2000 years of injustice done to Hindus. There were millions of Hindu temple ruined and destroyed in these years and getting back Ayodhya was a matter of pride not just a matter of priest. There were people who started thinking that India might become a Hindu nation now, there were others who were hoping this from last 40 -50 years and thought finally their dream will come true. L K Advani became a Bhagat Singh of this struggle.  I don’t want to justify any of those events happened during that time frame, I know people and nation paid a lot during this time. Finally the momentum came out as a vote bank, after struggling 50 years on an Agenda BJP ( old Jan Sangh)  came to power in 2000 era and it forgot all those promises, I don’t know if that agenda was right or wrong for the nation, but what I know BJP had promised something and more than that Advani had made some promises and after enjoying 5 years in Delhi as a NDA Government BJP did nothing about that Agenda. For me it was like “तबायत के घुंघरू सुन के वो अपने यार को भूल गये !!” . People who used to be fan of Advani some of them started hating him, some said "he is a lost Warrior now".  He is old now, many times he do useless things, I know there is no chance for him left in politics, I know a large part of the society hate him, but still no one can deny that there are some silence noises to fight for those Agenda which Advani picked up that time, Until those noises are not totally silent, Advani will a Leader !!

PS: This is not a attempt to prove some one right or wrong, It's just based on some of my old memories ( memories which will  be forgotten but can't be changed )  and a small knowledge of past !!