Sunday, June 30, 2013

Bhagat Singh still fighting !! Sachin will keep playing ..!! Advani is still a Leader ......!!



There are books, movies and people say "Bhagat Singh fought till his last breathe 23 March 1931". I never agree with them, I say he is still fighting for his ideology, belief, and nation. Every time on the road of our national capital we see some youngster shouting patriotic slogans, I see the fruits of the seeds which Bhagat Singh has put on this land. Leaders, Warrior, philosophical come and go , they become old , they retire, sometimes even they become a subject of hatred in society but the seeds they put on this land keep giving fruits for years.  I might be wrong but as I heard from my friends and seniors even in today's date when our soldiers go for any mission on borders their Leaders tell them "Fight for a Land for which freedom Bhagat Singh fought like a Lion and left this world with a smiling face in an age of 23, fight for the land for which Azad triggered last left bullet in his own head". Every time our soldiers fight on the name of "Sardar bhagat singh " ...I feel Bhagat Singh is still fighting .......


  

When I remember my childhood days there were 2 men who were on the height of putting some new seeds in the society. First of them is Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar, Around  that time of 1992-98 I have only few memories left , most of those memories are just about to play with elder brothers , sisters all over the day, going to my Nana , Nani home with my mom. Everyone know the Electricity condition of UP in those days , living in a small town, 6 hours power supply used to be a miracle ( Unfortunately condition hasn’t changed much even after 20 years , thanks to Madam Maya and M Yadav ).  Sometimes there used to be a festival kind of scenarios when people came to know that Sachin is going to play today, youngster used to collect 2-3 big tractor batteries so there is no risk of missing the match. People used to complete their work before the match start , they kept watching until Sachin played and switched off the TV in case Sachin got out saying “Sachin to out ho gya , ab match me kya rekha h ?”.  It was not just about a game, It was more about a person who gave his all for this game, He was the best but he never said so, He never break the heart of those people who believe in him. His dignity, dedication, commitment became an inspiration for the people and it will always be. He became old , he might not be seen in cricket grounds any more, but every time I will see a cricket match It will remind him, even few years later If I find a kid playing well, I will only wish for him “You should become Sachin one day” and every time that boy will give an easy hit on the ball and it will be out of boundary I will say “Sachin is still playing”.


Even after playing and watching Sachin If I used to get some free time, I used to sit with my elders (Uncle, Papa, Dada ...), They used to talk about few name often M Yadav, Atal Bihari, Kalyan singh and most often a name Lal Krishna Advani . Every one used to say “Kalyan singh is a student of Advani political class”.  In our neighborhood in some families we used to see Mudha ( a special chair) , We were told that people bought these chairs while coming back home from their visit to Ayodhya in last couple of years. I never knew that my parents have always been congress supporter and even in today’s date they are. People used to tell how Mulayam Yadav asked police to open fire on Sadhus and women in Ayodhya to get some benefits in poll. Some people thought it just about Ram temple in Ayodhya but for others it was a struggle of freedom, a freedom from 2000 years of injustice done to Hindus. There were millions of Hindu temple ruined and destroyed in these years and getting back Ayodhya was a matter of pride not just a matter of priest. There were people who started thinking that India might become a Hindu nation now, there were others who were hoping this from last 40 -50 years and thought finally their dream will come true. L K Advani became a Bhagat Singh of this struggle.  I don’t want to justify any of those events happened during that time frame, I know people and nation paid a lot during this time. Finally the momentum came out as a vote bank, after struggling 50 years on an Agenda BJP ( old Jan Sangh)  came to power in 2000 era and it forgot all those promises, I don’t know if that agenda was right or wrong for the nation, but what I know BJP had promised something and more than that Advani had made some promises and after enjoying 5 years in Delhi as a NDA Government BJP did nothing about that Agenda. For me it was like “तबायत के घुंघरू सुन के वो अपने यार को भूल गये !!” . People who used to be fan of Advani some of them started hating him, some said "he is a lost Warrior now".  He is old now, many times he do useless things, I know there is no chance for him left in politics, I know a large part of the society hate him, but still no one can deny that there are some silence noises to fight for those Agenda which Advani picked up that time, Until those noises are not totally silent, Advani will a Leader !!

PS: This is not a attempt to prove some one right or wrong, It's just based on some of my old memories ( memories which will  be forgotten but can't be changed )  and a small knowledge of past !!



Friday, April 12, 2013

It's my dream and I will have to find a way to catch it !!!

Life is beautiful , charming, sweet and taste full , not sure what else but you feel it till the day  You know what you wanna  :)  :)   Some times when I recalled my child hood  days I feel a smile on my face , Is not this a proof that those days were so beautiful , so much charming , so much dream full . I tried to think many times why ?  Why ? What is really missing now ? Is this world has changed and this change pulled all those my happiness ?  Why I don't like my 80 K bike the way I used to like my 800 Rs cycle ? I have so many more friends now , I have 3 debit and credit cards , In every 2 months I fly in the sky, Even some times if I like a shirt I don't bother much about it's price tag , I can hear any song I  like, I can always go first day first show to my favorite movie. There are so many beautiful things in life but still why that real happiness is hidden some where ? Why some times laughing face of mine has become a way for me to hide my unhappiness ? In spite of the fact I have all those things which can make life beautiful,    I am missing some thing there out ..... ?

It is not just me , whenever I get a chance to talk to many of my friends I find most of them living in the same situation as I. I tried to find what is really missing ?  suddenly an idea came to my mind,         may be a big car and nice apartment in a nice locality ?  .... no ..never ... It can't be the answer ..there are so many who have this and still they say "life just kat rehi h" ...  yes I think now I found it,        a very beautiful girl if come in your life you will be happy for ever.... but if that true why many times I heard so many  people saying "Life sucks" even they have a beautiful girl in the life .... I looked at hundreds more options but nothing really worked , and it gave me a clear idea that there is nothing outside which gonna give you back real happiness ....it's something we should look inside.

I have to find the answer so I started to dig more in my child hood days .... I was feeling getting lost again in those sweet memories but it was not my job, I went in those memories for an answer ...and I had to find it....... I am feeling close to that answer ...when I was a kid I used to know "What I wanna ?"   I used to have some dreams ......... I used to follow them  like a shadow ...I used to do each and everything which I thought that time will make my dream alive ...and that race to catch my dream always kept me alive , energetic, enthusiastic and filled my child hood with lot of real smiles and happiness .....

I know I can't behave like a kid any more , I know there are few responsibilities on my shoulders for me , my family, my society and that God whose kindness is reason for each more instance I have this soul with my body. I have to work with all these responsibilities together and still chase my dream ..I know it is too difficult but still I have to do it .. It's my dream and I will have to find a way to catch it !!!